apa,kenapa,mengapa?

sungguh aku tak paham...APA yang TOH fikirkan..KENAPA dia ada typhoon dalam badan dia...and MENGAPA begitu tinggi ego nye??
APA: bila anak sakit...i yang penat menjaga..you bukan buat apa pun..then what is your problem?..kalau membantu tak pa..tapi ni..menyusahkan i..
KENAPA: you ingat i saja saja nak bagi anak nangis ke?...your life is so convenient..everything has to go your way...
MENGAPA:i just want you to speak nicely to me...segala benda i buat...tak boleh ke at least speak to me nicely? i bukan suruh you buat apa apa...JUST SPEAK TO ME NICELY, PLEASE?

penat nye hidup ku this few days...malam tido tak cukup...makan pun dah tak berapa selera...good for me jugaklah in a way...tapi aku letih...melayan anak yang tak sihat...melayan perasan bila TOH panggil aku "bodoh"...kalau you pandai sangat...apsal you tak buat je sendiri segala benda...

I WISH WE CAN SWAP BODY FOR A DAY...LET HIM FEEL...HOW I FEEL..ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE TIRED OF EVERYTHING ALREADY...AND THEN SOMEONE CONVENIENTLY CALLS YOU BODOH!!!....

pelik tapi benar...

itulah realiti nye hidup...
pelik..kenapalah TOH aku ni..peranagi nye pelik dan menyakitkan hati..
first, tak boleh buat decision..pastu..menyusahkan aku...
now kata..ikut suka you...bila aku dah buat ikut sesuka aku..dia akan kata...you lah "lambat la, lembap la..tak payah la..tak der mood la..bodoh la..bangang la"...isssshhhhhhhhh...apsal bebal sangat ah??
kalau tak menyusahkan aku tak boleh ke?
harini the case study will be on "service keta"...keta dah due for service...adik u free to do it last tuesday...tapi apsal aku jugak yang kena buat?...what is wrong with you man???...and as usual, you cannot make decision...you asked me to arrange accordingly...but when i did...you are upset because it didnt go your way...and the most sakit hati point...when i'm at fault in the end...you think i keje with my bapak's firm is it...and i own the other employee?...

SERIOUSLY..WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU???

kenapa nak ada blog...

seriously..i wanted a blog to share my feelings..kemarahan..kegeraman..kehappyan..everything la..suka duka kehidupan ku as a person, daughter, wife, mother, friend,woman...etc etc etc...
since last week...there has been not much of things except for the normal life that 've been living with for the past almost 10 years..bangun tido je, terus masak air, then basuh dishes in te sink kalau ada, then mix the drink and prepare the bread for breakfast (not for me of course), then kalau ada kain baju untuk di sidai or fold, then i'll do that, pas tu buang sampah kalau malam nye tak buang, then prepare myself to work, then go to work, then after 5 balik rumah, angkat kain yg dah kering, then masak dinner, then cuci pinggan and kemas dapur, then simpan baju dalam almari..then mandi, then baru lah nak rest kan badan untuk berehat...
letih kan??? i bet every woman will do the same thing like me...kenapa ya? kita je ke yang hidup dan ada tenaga untuk buat semua ni?...

pagi yang gelap...kerana hujan

pagi jumaat ni...tetibe hujan pulak..dah siap nak kuar rumah..hujan makin lebat...so, nak tak nak kena lah kuar jugak...pada hari wa pakai jubah plak tu...habis basah bahagian bawah baju...and harini kena park keta jauh plak..tapi tak pe lah...hujan rahmat!!!

haaa..syiok sendiri

hmm...this is actually just testing...to see how it works..and nampak nye..macam i dah pandai sikit..so..kind of pumped up to start with this...meh kite tgk..adakah hangat sampai ke petang..or tak dan tengahari pun??

today is the first day....

salam y'all...today is the first day i'm finally writing and having my own personal blog...nak kata kat opis ni tak der keje...tak jugak...kalau takder keje..alamat nye..mgmt akan hantar surat suruh i dok rumah je la...tapi...sejak dari dulu asyik baca blog orang jer...so harini...jeng jeng jeng...wa dah ada blog sendiri!!!

anyhow..still not sure and pro on how to play around with this...so all the best to me....